HAPPY NEW YEARS!

Happy New Years (in 1 hour for me) to everyone! <3 My New Years Resolution is to keep on doing well in school (so I can go to a JB concert, lol) and stop biting my nails. I don't like to set big goals for myself if I know I won't accomplish it. Bleh, I watched the Dick Clark's New Years show Miley was horrible. She was trying WAY too hard and a lot of it was out of tune. I kept on cringing, literally. The boyyss (JB) were alright. Nick sounded great, Joe sounded sick! :[ Put both of them together = ughh. They lowered their (JB's) dang microphone sound. WTF? All I could hear was Miley's nasally voice ugh. My dad was complaining to turn it off. lol My moom walked in and started to talk to me about the New Year, how I need to finish it off well. I really dread those "grades lectures" because I feel guilty whenever she talks to me about it. :[ She was like, "What is your forecast on your grades" and quite frankly, I don't know. I finally think that I won't be getting an A in English. Hopefully I'll get A's in the other classes (other than Euro). If I got a decent grade on that essay, I would have had an A in English. ='( Hope everything goes as planned.

Oh my goodness, there was this really cute jacket at Macy's that I really want. 70 bucks though. :[ More than a JB concert. Clothes vs JB, I would choose a concert. Haha
But the jacket is soooooo cute. I was trying it on and this lady was all like, "That is so adorable" Bahaha
But yeah..
Love, Kelsey

mhm

I adore babies. They're so cute and chubby. :D

So i calmed down about the imdbJB thing, but I'm still not going to go on. This will seriously torture me because imdb was my break time from homework. bahaha and dude seriously. myyspace GG is awesome. ;] I don't know who he/she is, but way better than the imdb GG. Tomorrow I get to go to my friend's house and her neice is coming over. OH. MY. GOODNESS. Her niece is (one of) the cutest babies I have EVER seeen!! So I am veryyyy excited. Woo! And we're watching Mean Girls and eating all the junk food imaginable. Today I went to the mall with my sister and mom and bought skinny jeans. And now I officially know that my legs are short because I had to buy size 0 short. Well, in reality, my legs are normal length. I wish they were long, like Miley's. LOL But I can't complain because there are some people with really really short legs. How depressing. =/ My mom and sister got mad at me because I went in a different store and I lost them for 30 min. It wasn't really my fault.. Because my sister looked in the store I was in and she didn't "find" me. Geez, I was where the magazine section was (I was in Borders, btw). -_- Hmm. Also, my sister went crazy right now because she is officially starting her House MD Marathon. I have to admit, that is a pretty good series. she is OBSESSED with Hugh Laurie like how I'm obsessed with the Jonas Brothers. ;] Except.. I guess.. Hugh Laurie is of high caliber (education and smart-wise). lol Okay.. I'm too scared to ask my mom if I can go to this concert. I have...13 days? T_T great, i doubt im going. i just have to wait until jan 3.


:] i like to day dream.
makes me all giddy and happy.
dreaming about something impossible is nice.
at least i know that reality is cruel.
hahahahaha

IMDBjb

Not going to post there anymore, but I'm still going to go on to find out updated JB news.
Those girls tire me.
You can't even say your opinion without being internet-slapped! Sheesh.
I only liked a couple girls on there also.
The other ones are major perverts and just want to get into JB's pantts. =|

I was in such a bad mood when there was a fight brewing on the imdb boards because I didn't believe Gossip Girl (the JB gossip girl on imdb) was real and most of the girls were, "blahhh" because they worship her.
Wow

Good thing I have family. They made me feel better. -_-

...

Sometimes dreaming about something you can never get is rather depressing.
Lol, Paulina, although we dream
we KNOW it'll never happen.
:]
2/189787348878457874585787586784408695
thats our chance.

Hellooo fashion!

I hate it when my favorite store updates on its new "clothing line" because: 1. I want so many things. 2. I can only wish on getting 1/4 of the things I want. 3. I'm not rich. Sometimes I wish I was rich so I could buy anything I wanted. From clothes to shoes to jewelry. :[ But nooo. Man. I should have never gone online and checked the website. And they have these flats I want but they're selling it only online but my mom doesn't like to buy things online! NOOO. :'[ And GAP had really cute black flats but they were freaking 40 dollars. To me = oh helll no, way too expensive. rich person = thats cheap!

I just wish I won a 1,000 dollar shopping spree. Seriously.
Hahaha -_-

OH, and recap of my Christmas:
Christmas Eve, me and my family ate at our favorite MExican restaurant and it was very fun. This ffamily next to us were very festive.. Taking pictures, talking loudly, and drinking their specialized drinks.
Me? Well, I just ordered plain old water. :)
What I got for Christmas: I didn't ask for anything, but my mom got me a sweater from GAP, earrings and a hello kitty robe and pajama pants. SO CUTE! <3 I don't expect much so my friends were listing what they got, and all I said was, "I just got 3 things." Woops, I made them feel spoiled. haha
Speaking of fashion, it reminds me of Devil Wears Prada. There was one outfit that Anne Hathaway wore that made my jaw drop. I wanted that coat SO bad. Blahh. Now that movie makes me want to buy designer clothes soooo bad.
Ha, in my dreams.

Speaking of DREAMS, (lol) ticketmaster posted that JB will be performing in LA, CA and I was YAY YAY YA, all happy. Date: February 2. Oh poop. I already bought the tickets to the (now dumb in my mind) 3D hannah/jb movie thing. i wish i could refund and go to the concert. bc i doubt my mom will say yes. and jan 31 = end of the semester. if my grades arent good, my mom will definitely say no. :[

I wish I had a friend who loved JB the way I do, then we could go to concerts together.
But that's not possible. =/

oh my gosh.

this made my day when my friend sent me this

friend: my sister was like staring at u when u were making ur muffins and she was talking to my dad after adn she was like "Kelsey is very naturally pretty and shes sooo cute. The other two girls (jasmin and lea) are both really pretty too but kelsey isnt as fancy as they are and shes still pretty"

That is soooo sweet!
Yeah Lea and Jasmin are EXTREMELY pretty
but I'm cute and naturally pretty.
BEAT THAT PUNK.
bahaha just kidding. :]
ive never had low self esteem so pretty girls like lea and jasmin usually dont get to me.
but if a guy is talking about how pretty/hot they are to ME, im like, "why are you telling me this?"
i only get annoyed, but not very jealous.
but if i do get jealous, it seriously blows off in a few hours because everyone has their own insecurities.
just make life the best of what you have.

Man..

I had SO much fun yesterday! I love Christmas parties like those. :]
At the end, it was me, Mary, Sinh, Huy and Christine and once I left I hugged everyone except Christine. It was really awkward. Throughout the party, she kept on trying to talk to me but I just ignored her. =/
But anyways..
I should stop sleeping in because my eyes hurt like HECK! Blahh.
I'm too lazy to get up though. haha
Well I hope everyone is having a great Christmas Eve! =)

And the gift I got from my Secret Santa is lovely. I love these sweats now. hahaha

OH AND BTW, I got 103.1% on my AP Biology midterm!
YESSS! :D Living in Bio for a week afterschool payed off! Hahahaha

Also, IMDB JB is getting on my nerves. The girls on there are so immature. =/
Can't they stop talking about how hot JB are, about their private parts, and writing about M rated stories about JB?
I mean, grow UP.

Love,
Kelsey

HALLELUJAH!

OH. MY. GOODNESS. Winter break has started! (Officially on Monday) And to top it off, I DID WELL ON ALL MY TESTS AND QUIZZES ON THURS AND FRI. Thank God, seriously. :] All that praying I did payed off (not to mention all the studying) ;]] Haha, I'm listening to JB 20 on 20 Week 5 (?) right now and they seriously brighten up my day. lol Also, I hate ants with a passion. More than spiders. I can never keep candy in my study room because they come marching in. D: Hmm, Paulina did you make a new account? You know how I was saying I would make you another present? Well I'm not completely sure about it. haha And wtf? I'll be in MAMMOTH when JB announces the tour dates! ARGHH. lol

I was going to say something but I forgot.
So byeee! :]

:]

I mailed.. Well my mom mailed Paulina's Christmas card & present today!
WOOOOO! Haha.
okay, that's all I wanted to say and now I need to study for Euro -sigh-
catherine was talking to me about euro and i was like, huh?
i need to read!!!

Ah

So I am full with cookies I baked (unfortunately they were already cut and stuff. I want to make homemade ones!) and before that I had another one of those i-cant-breathe-because-im-laughing-so-hard moments. Ever since a month ago, I kind of feel happier? I've had those i-cant-breathe-because-im-laughing-so-hard moments like 4 times this whole month and last month. I kind of feel like I'm free.. Like a whole pound of rocks has fallen from my body. Nothing has changed really, but I have gotten close to a selective couple of friends and of course my family. I'm actually going to be really sad when my sister leaves for college. She's the character in the house.. The crazy character. And in Bio after school today, I was talking to Abi about friends. Like Huy said, our group is vaporizing (cough1984cough). I am a bit jealous of my sister because she has 3 best friends. They are so close, they have the same interests, they do everything together. Sometimes smaller is better. And it's not like they seclude themselves from everyone else, it's just they're really close. I want that, but I don't think that will happne since I'm a sophmore. annika had the same friends/best friends since 7th grade. =/ Also, I wonder why kids ruin their lives with regrets. Not small ones, big ones. I am suprised that girls (some guys) believe that they love their couple. Yeah there may be a few couples that are madly in love, but how long will that last? We don't know what love is. Love isn't just getting butterflies in your stomach. Love has a whole different meaning to it, words can't even describe it. And doing something dumb because you think you"love" your boyfriend or girlfriend is just plain dumb. In highschool, think about yourself (not talking about friends; giving is above all!) when it comes to relationships. And just take the time to think. That's the most important of all. I still don't know what I'm getting my family for Christmas.. And my mom is driving me insane with the presents under the tree. She's like, "open it! wait don't open it!" haha. Judy and Rachel are coming over on Christmas. Man, I haven't seen them in AGES. I can't wait to play with them and talk to them about their lives (yeah, one is 5 and one is in 6th grade. lol) I hope I end this week nicely because I want this winter break to be wonderful. With my family and with friends. OH which reminds me of the group Mary, Sam, and I made. ;] I love to keep secrets from people. Muahaha We still need to figure some stuff out, but what our main purpose is is fantastic. (: Also, I'm trying to cut down on my complaining. I absolutely HATE when people complain (ocassional is fine, but incessant is beyond irking). Of course I complain, who doesn't? But I don't think I should complain like, "I don't have enough clothes.." blah blah blah. I have enough clothes. Although most of them are hand-me-downs, I should be thankful for what I have. And it's sad.. This New Years will be spent without my grandpa. In fact, I don't even think we're going to be celebrating New Yearrs with my dad's side. I'm not sad that I'm not getting anymore money. It's just my grandpa was the tie to my dad's side. Now it's.. broken.

love,
kelsey.

..i wish they went to our school.

LAST WEEK

OF SCHOOL FOR THE YEAR!
WOO, PARTY! Bahaha.
This week is going to be HECTIC. I have an AP Euro test on Thursday, an AP Bio midterm on Friday, a Math quiz on Friday, and a bunch of other junk.
I hope I do well on these tests/quizzes to make my vacation nice.
But writing in this blogging system isn't necessarily helping me.. Lol
My mom recently just walked into the study room and was like, "Kelsey I know you can do it. Just picture yourself being one of the many valedictorians in 2 years."
And when she said that, I was wondering if she was talking to my dad about my grades..
Eh, besides the point.
I need to go back to "studying" for Euro. Byebye!

Paulina

Hey there Paulina
What's it like in Irvine City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Irvine Spectrum can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Paulina
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Paulina
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll go to a Jonas Brother concert
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Paulina
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them loves the jonas brothers
paulina I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there paulina
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there paulina here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

Oh oh
OOOoohhhh
Oh oh
Ooooooohhhhh
Oh Oh
OOOoohhhh
OOOOooohhhhh
Oh Oh

You'll have a suprise sent to you besides the one in the mail, pauweiner. :]<3>

I really

Need to change my blogging system.
Hahaha, it's ALL about grades!
:]]

I really like this picture to the left
Maybe because it hides my face?
Bahahaha, just kidding.
I don't have low self esteem like that. (:

yeah...

Agenda: Sunday

1. Read English (2 hours)

2. TIME Project (2 hours)

3. ½ of Biology homework (.5 hours)

4. Ask dad for Math (.5 hours)

5. Edit Essay (3.5 hours)

6. Study Euro (2.5 hours)

Eeep. ><

<- This is what I don't get enough of. Haha

Well tomorrow is the last day of the week.. 4 more weeks to go. D: I took the English vocab test today and it was so weird/hard. Hopefully I got a 80% T_T This ruins my get-100%-on-all-assignments-plan. Man, I don't know if I can raise my English grade in time. >< Math, I need to raise it 340 points to get an A so I need to work work work! Intense studying and stuff. D: I still have a B+ in Spanish -_- Gosh, why isn't it raising up?! I got 100% on my last two quizzes so I hope he inputted that in..

New tour dates for JB?
Ohhh yess.
Hopefully they come to LA/Anaheim.
Maybe at the Verizon Amphitheatre near my house.
That would be amazing. Hahaha

-cries-

:[
I am so screwed..
I need to talk to my Math teacher to ask him what I need to get on my next quiz, test and final.
Because I need this A..
I can't believe I got a 75% on my last test.. I thought I did well.
I'M GOING TO GE 100% ON THE NEXT TEST,
I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE.

I was..

Seriously about to pee in my pants when I checked my grades because Powers said he was going to updated the grades with the math test on it. Turns out he hasn't.. And I'm going to stop checking like every 10 minutes. I don't even want to check tomorrow. ><
If I get a B on this test I'll cry.
Then I would need to get like a 96% on the next test.
And a 95% on the final (190/200).
EEEEEK!! I'm determined though. I'll do it..
I hope that getting high A's like that will raise my grade up to an A.. ><>

I talk about grades WAY too much.


And.. I still need to buy Paulina's x-mas gift. LOL

Worried about grades.. AGAIN.

So since I have such bad grades, I've been stressing out and all that jazz way too much. I went to check my English grade and it's a 77.3%.. D: I was so happy I raised it 4% but actually, when I looked at the things she put in, it was 3 weeks worth of stuff.. So each week would only raise up like 1%. This is the time I started to panic. We only have 5 weeks left and 5% will only raise my grade 82%!!! WHAT NO WAY. T_T
Well, my Bio grade is a B right now so I only have 3 C's.. ><
I'm hoping English homework will raise 2% each week.
But I think that's asking for too much.
I hate that she gave me 0/100 on my essay. T_T
I would have had an A.
I'm so depressed. My sister was right; Christmas time during the sophmore year is so depressing. :[

I wish I was a bird, so I could fly away from all this.

UGH.

The past few days I've been only getting like 6 hours of sleep and I usually get like 8 or 9.. XD I am SO stressed out, I literally think I'm going to get a white/gray hair soon. So I took my math test today. I was the 2nd one to finish and I am now regretting turning it in so early. Mr. Powers let me staple all the tests and I looked at the students' answers and I'm like, "Oh great.." I know for sure I got -2 (8 points) and 2 points off on the other part. Hopefully that's it because I NEED AN A ON THIS TEST, and I told my mom I think I got an A! And I really need the A for the class. :[ Next test, I need to get like 98% and I am not joking. =| -sigh- Progress reports came today as I suspected and I made sure my mom hid it from my dad. (reasons, good reasons for hiding it from my dad).. My mom has been very understanding about my grades (but still expects me to get all A's) and I just started to cry in the car. It's so hard for me and whenever I think of my grades now, I feel like crying. Aerobics and Orch I need to maintain my A. Spanish, AP Bio is easy to raise up. English is semi-easy to raise up. Math and AP Euro.. I need to work my butt off in that class. Seriously.. And I haven't gone on MS and stuff so it's all good. :] Wierd that Christine called me saying I left my eraser but it's in my pencil case? Awkwarddd.

Yeah, unfortunately I don't have any new and exciting news. The next 5 weeks is going to be rough. And since Christine is still hanging out with us, I feel awkward around her so I just don't even talk to my other friends. :(

=/

So today is Wednesday, but it feels like Thursday. Wednesdays are alright, I guess they're better than Tuesdays and Thursdays? But I had tutoring today and it is always uplifting to help someone figure out a problem in Math or something like that.
So, yesterday basically all my teachers updated my grades and I have:
A's in Aerobics, Orch, and Spanish (Spanish is a B+ right now because I need to make up a quiz)
C's in Math, Euro, Bio, and English.
=|
That's 4 C's right there.
My goals to obtain until the 6 weeks is over is:
3. Math = Get A's on the next two tests and drop my lowest test score. Get an A on the final (if that's humanely possible).
4. Euro = Get B's on the next two tests and do well (200%) on all the assignments so I can have a mid B so when the final comes around, the 85% will cushion the maybe bad final grade. ><
6. English = Practically get 100% on my weekly assignments, vocabulary tests, and high A's on other quizzes/test. And actually read 1984 so I know what's happening in the book.

The other classes (including Bio): I just need to maintain the grades. Biology, I just need to make up all my tests and bam. I have an A :P

My mom found out about my bad grades (I kind of had to lie a bit on my grades. Saying I have a B- in Euro and Math. She still freaked out and gave me a 10 minute lecture). She said that if I don't get A's on my 1st semester, I won't be able to go to anything JB related. -tear- Which makes me even more determined. I understand everything my mom is saying. Because of these grades (and the undeserving C in English), I am even more determined to reach my goals/objectives. And I want to beat Catherine on the AP Euro test so I can rub it in her face. :]

Friday I have a Math test and right now I am studying for it, so I hope I do really well. I get the chapter, I just need to refresh. Well, one of the lessons is a bit confusing but I'll figure it out.
And Thursday and Friday afterschool is staying in Bio to study for the upcoming midterm. Woo

Also, Bennett made the DJ's and essay due a week later, so that's a relief. I found important quotes from Pinkmonkey so all I have to do is put my reponses in my OWN words. No plagerism please.

I am really hoping that the progress report comes on Saturday because my dad won't be home on that day so I can check the mail. I don't want to tell my dad about it because he is the most disappointed out of my family when I receive bad grades and it makes my heart break. I just want to prove to myself and my family that I can do this. Hopefully I can. I am putting all my effort into this and hopefully it pays off. Please God! :[

And what makes matters worse is that the PSAT results are coming in (I have no idea when and it's driving me insane) and my friends have said they got college notices. I haven't gotten anything which means I did poorly. :'[ I think I might've put "no" for college noticies, but I don't remember. UGH.

Wish me luck because I need it.

Someone is 15 today!

So, I offically start my hiatus today and I still haven't asked Catherine to change my passwords for AIM, MS, and IMDB.
I think I'll just check IMDB for a bit. Kekekeke. :]]
Tomorrow is going to be so depressing. I'm going to get my Euro test, theses, and flashcards back and I have a really big timed essay tomorrow in English! I hate Tuesdays. >:[
I have to be emotionally prepared for tomorrow.
Today wasn't that bad actually. Good thing ONE day of this week was fine. -sigh-
I need to start my DJ's today too, but I have no CLUE what to write about! EEK!
And The Crucible extra credit is only 10 points. =/ Well it's better than nothing right?
I'm listening to "I'm a Survivor" by Destiny's Child and it's making me pumped to work harder. And the song from Legally Blonde? That's inspirational too!

I just finished Bio 1 hour early because I started a bit earlier than I intended.
This hiatus is actually working! :P This is my only procrastination I will be doing for the rest of the semester. I'm sorry Paulina! XD

Now I need to do English homework (and gather info for the essay), math homework, and read the big ugly Euro textbook.
The classes I don't like: Math (when I don't get something, other than that it is fine), AP Euro, and ENGLISH. Biology is fine because you can make up all your tests. =)

On the bright side: TODAY IS PAULINA'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY DARLING! <333

With love,
Kelseyy. :]
Your less beautiful friend. Hahahaha

OH BOY!

The next three weeks (before winter break) are going to be INTENSE. I need to work my ass off in ALL my classes, besides Aerobics and Orchestra. Haha This week: I need to do all my DJ's and my 5 page essay for English (and actually put effort into it.. I need an A on them). There is also a Math test I need to get an A on so I need to study a lot for that. Biology afterschool on Thursday and Friday. Including Tuesday mentoring and Wednesday Tutoring.. Next Week: I have an Orchestra concert on Wednesday and Tutoring on the same day. Also, mentoring on Tuesday. THEN, on Thursday and Friday I stay in Biology reviewing for the midterm. The week after that: Hugeeeee AP biology midterm I need to ace!! And in between those three weeks, I will have Spanish, Math, Euro, Biology, and English quizzes & tests. Oh boy.. I am going to be so stressed out. Maybe I'll even get my first gray hair? NOOO. :'[ I'll probably be staying up until 12:30 each night until winterbreak starts. Then winterbreak.. CHILL. (with homework and studying. woo -_-)

I am going on multiple hiatuses for AIM, Myspace, and IMDB.
:[ So I can pay attention more to studying and homework.
So that will definitely help me.
But I think I'm going to update my blogs each dayyyy if I can.
I think only one person reads this though. Haha

EDIT: Mr. Henson updated grades.. -_-
Once I make those 3 tests up, I will have a 86%-ish.
hopefully! Because each makeup test raises the grade 4% i believe, so 3 tests = 12%.
so then it will actually be an 87%!
And homework and the binder will raise it like 3%.
90%!! And then midterm..
That's the problem. I can have it drop my grade 3% to get an A. EEK!
I will pray every night. <3>

<3

I love my family: Mom, Dad, Sister.
Blood is thicker than water, no?
When you lose all your friends, your family is there to love and support you.
Forever. =)

me (10:05:00 PM): dude

me (10:05:05 PM): my dad just called me and said

me (10:05:10 PM): "hi kelsey. i love you! byeeee"

me (10:05:13 PM): and hes downstairs

Kayla (10:05:20 PM): awwwww

Kayla (10:05:24 PM): that's the cutest thing

Kayla (10:05:24 PM): awwww

me (10:05:21 PM): jsut bc he got a new cellphone

me (10:05:22 PM): XD

me (10:05:32 PM): i think he drank a little bit too much wine

Kayla (10:05:43 PM): HAHAHAH

me (10:05:47 PM): and he called my mom and said, "hi honey! i love you. -kissy sounds-"

me (10:05:59 PM): and then he calls annika and annika says, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"

me (10:06:02 PM): hahahaha

me (10:06:04 PM): aww the love. :P

Kayla (10:06:31 PM): HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

me (10:07:36 PM): :]]

Oh boy.

Well, I am happy that I finished mostly everything on my agenda, but I (unfortunately) woke up late thing morning so now I'm left with 20 chapters of Something Wicked This Way Comes. I shouldn't even be writing. Tata.

Do you know how much stress?

A Sophmore-Senior kids have to go through? I now know why my sister looked all sleepy-eyed and was cranky 24/7 during her sophmore year. Here I am, a 10th grader, and I feel like sh!t. I would be like my sister if I worked as hard as her. I need to learn how she does it.. Because my grades are seriously making me freaked out. I have 4 C's and 3 A's and do you think that's good? NO IT IS NOT. AP Euro test today. I bombed it. Once I was given the test, my mind vanished; however, the clamminess of my hands did not. I wish it was the other way around. Mr. Bornfeld says he is preparing us for the AP Exam, and if the AP Exam is harder than the whole year of AP Euro combined, I don't know how I'll pass. And I am so impatient. When will I get a 6 on my ESSAYS in his class? The highest I've gotten (on a theses statement) is a 3/5 and that's not very good. During the Euro test, we only had 15 minutes to finish 22 AP-quality multiple choice questions. I had 5 left and he said 1 minute left. I started to panic and when you panic, you can not concentrate. I felt like crying right then and there. I like to get good grades because it proves to ME that I actually try hard. I don't have low self esteem, I just like doing well. Dont get me wrong, my parents want me to get A's (especially when I have a genius as my sister. My I-got-A's-in-Ap-Euro sister). And the English tests. I laugh right now because I totally forgot we were going to have the JLC test that day and yes. Bennett lectured about the chapters when I was out having fun at good ole' Disneyland. So I didn't too well on that quiz/test/whatever. And I wish I got 100% on my vocabulary test, but I am at least happy I got -1. I really need to get off AIM, Myspace, and IMDB. I need a hiatus from all that, and hard to say.. my daily Jonas Brothers gossip. T_T My grades need love. I'm lacking sleep. I feel like a zombie. Sometimes I wish I was naturally smart. Or I just didn't have to care about my grades. That would make my life so much easier.. For now. The 2nd progress report week ends tomorrow, and my parents will see my 4 C's. I really don't want my dad to see, so I think I'm going to hide it. But my sister would want to see hers, so they would ask where mine is.. -sigh- I really want to sleep until I die. (not literally)

Kelli Uhl is the owner of this fansite, Jonas Yeah!
I am Kaitlyn Drost the co-owner.
please keep kelli and her family in your prayers.
we're all in this jonas family together.



Date: Nov 24, 2007 8:59 PM
FORWARD:i miss them.

TURN THE VOLUME UP!



Two teenage sisters who had just left a holiday family photo session were identified Saturday as those killed when an Illinois state trooper lost control of his car and struck their vehicle.

Jessica Uhl, 18, and her sister, Kelli, 13, both of Collinsville, were killed in the crash about noon Friday.

The sisters were heading west on Interstate 64 near the Scott Air Force Base exit when Trooper Matt Mitchell's patrol car crossed the median and struck their car.

State police say Mitchell, 29, was responding to a vehicle crash with people trapped inside. His lights and siren were on, police said.

Another car cut in front of the trooper's car, causing him to lose control, police said. State Police Lt. Morrie Fraser said Saturday that his agency was still looking for the driver of that vehicle, which did not stop after the crash. They are hoping that a video from a dashboard camera in Mitchell's car will help identify the vehicle. Anyone with information on the car should contact Fraser at 618-223-3089.

Jessica and Kelli died at the scene. Mitchell was taken to Barnes-Jewish Hospital, where he was reported in good condition Saturday.

A sport utility vehicle also was involved in the accident. Police have not identified the man and woman in that vehicle, but said their injuries were not life threatening.

Jessica and Kelli had just left the home of their father in Mascoutah. They were taking part in a family photo shoot with about 12 other relatives on their stepmother's side, including grandparents. Jessica and Kelli had a younger half sister and a younger half brother.

Jessica, driving a white Mazda sedan, was planning to drop Kelli off at the Collinsville home of their mother, Kimberly Dorsey, before going to work at a tanning salon, one of two jobs she held while attending college.

"The girls were so sweet and kind," said their stepmother, Wendy Uhl. "Jessica loved her sister. They were a lot alike, looks and demeanor and interests."

Wendy Uhl said the State Police had briefed her husband on the accident.

"The trooper said it's a no-fault situation. It's just a tragic accident."



Jessica Uhl graduated from Collinsville High School in May. She was a good student and active in leadership positions such as the student executive board, which plans class activities such as the prom. She was living with her mother while attending Southern Illinois University Edwardsville. She wanted to, one day, work in public relations, said her longtime boyfriend, Jordan Varner.

Kelli was an eighth-grader at Collinsville Middle School.

Ashley Kusmierczak, 18, who had known Jessica since the fourth grade, said she started receiving text messages Friday about the fatal crash.

"Everyone is just so shocked and can't even begin to fathom how this happened," she said.

Kristen Deterding, 18, of Maryville, was Jessica's best friend. Kristen's younger sister, Kaitlyn Drost, 13, was Kelli's best friend. On Saturday, Kaitlyn and Kristen mourned the loss of their friends by sharing stories and putting together photo scrapbooks.

"Jessica was all about happiness," Kristen Deterding said. "She never let anything bring her down. She and Kelli were the exact same. They were always having a good time."

Dennis Craft, superintendent of Collinsville Unit 10 Schools, said that the district would have counselors on hand Monday to meet with staff and students.

Visitation for the sisters will be held Tuesday November 27th from 3 to 8pm at Kassly Mortuary in Fairview Heights. A funeral mass will be held Wednesday November 28th from 9:30 to 10:30AM at St. Peter and Paul Catholic Church in Collinsville.

- ST. LOUIS POST-DISPATCH



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this has been a tragic accident. Even if you didn't know Jessica, or Kelli be respectful and pass it along, it may change the way alot of people look at life. Nobody never wanted them to go, they didnt deserve it. If you were close to either of the Uhl sisters, i'm truely sorry, i can't even imagine what its like right now for you.

I've been so lazy.

So tomorrow is the last day of Thanksgiving break and I'm extremely sad.. :[ 1 more month until the next one!
But I hate hate hate hate second semester because it has NO holidays. They should spread it out.
I'm excited because yesterday, my mom and I went shopping and we bought clothess! I was kind of sad that AE didn't have the gloves I wanted. And guess what? They played SOS in the store! I was singing and dancing to it, but my mom said, "Please Kelsey, not in public."
:]
I went up to the TV (not THAT close) and was watching the video and this man was looking at me and the TV. I guess he was wondering how I was smiling at the TV for. So he started to watch the myusic video. Haha
Well this week overall was good.
I hung out with my friends AND family. Going to Costco with my parents was very fun and happy. :P I love my family. Better than friends actually.

So anyways, this is procrastination so I need to go back to studying for Biology.. =(

And I found this list interesting so I decided to do it...

11 truths/opinions about 11 different people.
Don't name names but the truth is adamant. Pass it on.

1) Your little and spontaneous jokes make me laugh and admire you. although, disappointing you is the worst feeling in the world. weird as it is, you were my boyfriend in middle school. :]

2) it seems like we are so alike. we seek eachother for opinions, and we like to do things indirectly. although i am not as crazy as you, i feel like we are one.

3) the constant laughs, cries, and jealousy (for me) we have shared together. i havent seen you for a few years, but the bond we built feels so strong. in the summer, lets make our dreams come true. <3 i respeect you so much for understanding what i like and not avoiding me for that. 4) your opinions and suggestions make me a better person. i dont know how you do it, but whatever you tell me, it comes true or it is true. i high respect everything you say, and you truly are my best friend no matter what. i will love you forever even if we are far away from eachtoher. but that wont happen. 5) You're one of the greatest opinion-givers I know. I don't ask you for your opinion much, but when I do, it helps out a lot. keep your head up high, because you are worth so much more than you think you are. 6) I totally respect you for pointing out your flaw and saying sorry to me. that is something i wish other people could do. although the flaw was something bad, i understand where you're coming from, and i apologized to you greatly for that. and i hope that you will achieve your wish because action speaks louder than words. 7) you are a complete gooffball, but i love you for that. i like to hear what your problems are, and no. i am not right about some things i say. listen to your heart, and even if one person's heart is broken, its part of life. and annoying me in class makes me mad and laugh at the same time because your motions are a complete joy to watch. 8) you are the cutest person i have ever saw in my whole life. i dont even know you. haha 9) you guys are the worst and the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. you make me wait for so long, and when that day comes, it never happens. i finally realized that i will never meet you but i still will like you. 10) 5% of me misses our laughs and talks. but the other 95% part of me feels relieved. 11) although we get into fights and whatnot, you still are my blood. and i enjoy talked and fighting about our obsessions. you are one person i cannnot forget.

I think all of mine are very obvious. Lol


PS. I've always wondered if I will ever meet and hang out with my Highschool friends ever again?

Enchanted! <3

I'm getting really bad at updating this thing.
But fear not, I will.
I watched Enchanted today,
and it was actually good.
A bit corny at times, but I liked it. :]
McDreamy + Gisele (Amy Adams) = AWWW! Hahaah

Happy Early Thanksgiving!

I am thankful for my family and friends. I'm thankful for having a nice, homemade meal everyday, having clothes on my back, and living under one roof with my family. Most importantly, I'm thankful for having such loving people in my life. And I'm thankful I like the Jonas Brothers.
HAHA. =)

PS. Yeah, I've come to the conclusion that High School guys are dogs.
And I have enough evidence to prove it.


PPS. Do NOT bring a guy to watch this movie. He will die. Unless he likes these kinds of movies. Haha

I'm kinda sad..

I really hate to think about this, but I just realized that we have 2 more months until the 1st semester ends..
And my grades don't look so good right now.
And in December, I'm going to be getting my PSAT score back.
Ugh..

I wouldn't be this stressed if my English grade didn't drop.
='(

Bowling was fun.
But Mica, Ailinh and Sammy kinda got on my nerves.
Mica + Ailinh = Too Asian for their well being.
Sammy = I don't know. XD

Yesterday was..

PS. I'm getting that kind of hat. They're so cool. =) ^^^

FUN!
I went with my family to visit my grandma at her nursery home. That place was depressing. :[ All of the grandparents there were ill and Korean (I think my grandma was the only relatively healthy one there). I haven't seen my grandma in awhile so I was happy that I got to say hi to her.
After that, we went to visit our other grandparents and went out to eat at.. TONY ROMA'S. Man I love that place. I had bread/butter, onion rings w/ barbecue sauce, a Roma rack (ribs) with loaded mashed potatoes and corn on the cob. Hehe yummy.
And it was so random. When I got home and checked my IMs I got on AIM, Sinh IMed me saying that he was sorry and he's been talking behind my back. This is bittersweet because: It's a compliment that he was talking behind my back because he was jealous of me. I was mad because Sinh is a pretty mean person when he's jealous. I already knew he was talking behind my back, but I forgave him. Why? Because he actually had the guts to say sorry to me about it. He's trying really hard to change his habits and ways and I appreciate that to the fullest. Something I wish Christine would do..
I was also talking to Huy on AIM (and 5 other people.. lol) and we were talking about the whole Christine thing. Kayla was over at Huy's house and they were talking about who was actually right in this fight. They think Christine should apologize to me, but I'm 99% sure she won't apologgize to me. She doesn't think this is a big deal. Which is why she doesn't really give a crud. OH well.

Tonight is AMA's. The only reason I'm watching is because of THEMM. Hahaha aka Joseph, Nicholas and Paul Kevin. <3>

BLAH.

I'm happy that Thanksgiving week starts this Monday and one of my favorite Holidays is coming up, but I feel sad.. Maybe because I just looked at my grades. Especially English. Reality just hit. You know how I said I can raise it to an A in 2 months? I don't think I can raise it 18%. :[ I really hate this.. But Happy Thanksgiving to all. I'm planning on going bowling, getting a haircut, having a movie day, going to spectrum (not sure about this because I couldn't go today), going to eat dinner with my grandparents (today), shopping for winter clothes at (of course) AE, and doing a loadful of homework, studying (Euro, Bio, English. OH JOY! But thank goodness the whole week is off :]) and trying to be happy. I want to go to Urban Outfitters. I think I'm going to buy my sister some vintage t-shirts there for Christmas. But they're like 20 bucks! The most I'll spend is like 80 dollars.. XD So 4 shirts? Not bad.. -cough- I want to get a beanie/hat there too. Hehe I like Urban Outfitter's hats. Toodles.

PS. Wish me luck.

OH, and..
No progress on the whole Christine thing.
I guess we're done for good.
I still don't understand why she's acting like nothing happened.
My mom thinks she's a drama queen. And I told her Christine's habits and I told her that Christine likes to work in a fetal position and my mom pointed out that, "Since Christine sits like that, it seems like she receives no love, attention." And she's right. If only she wouuld let people in to give her love. She never opened up. Which makes me sad. For her.
Well if she enjoys having two faces on, then I'll let her be.
I just don't want to associate with her because I know when she is acting fake.
And I hate it.

Determined.

One of the worst days of my life. Because of what I did, I need to work my butt off for the next 2 months to raise my English grade.. And I think I'm going crazy. Or maybe I haven't had this much determination in my life. I am determined to raise my English grade. Because I didn't deserve that 0/100 on my essay. Determined I tell you. Same with my other classes. I don't care if I die of lack of sleep. I'm going to do this.

I really need some encouragement though. >< I don't know why God is punishing me. I didn't do anything wrong!

I hate this year.
I hate Highschool.
I hate school.
>:[

This has been getting on my nervees.

-Shouts- Calling all drama! So after much frusteration, I am going to talk to Christine at lunch tomorrow. If she doesn't show up, I'm done. She's not worth it. So I tell her that I want to talk to her at schol tomorrow on AIM, and she did not reply. What makes it even funnier is that she was idle, and then returned. HAHAHAHAHAHA. =| Today was On-Track and my mentee was nice. It's just that she can't sit still and listen to the lessons.. No wonder she's getting C's in 4th grade. =/ I don't really like to talk to anyone at On-Track because they practically all go to the same school, and all the guys think they're so hot and amazing.. Too much of an ego is a turn off for me. Today was a long day, and tomorrow will be as well.. Tomorrow I have to go to tutoring and then after that I dress for my concert and stay at school under 9:00. So I am staying at school all day until 9:30-ish. UGH. :[ Thank God it's Thanksgiving break next week. One of my favorite holidays is Thanksgiving. Just makes me even more appreciative of my loving family. =)

And. Do you know what makes me annoyed? It's when you im or message someone something important and they never reply even when you know they're on AIM or something. That's what Christine's been doing for the past week.. And talking crap about me to Nancy at school. ><
And when someone is planning something and you're not invited, but think they're "secretive." I wasn't born yesterday. And I'm really observant, so you can't really hide anything from me (if it doesn't involve me in it. hehe)

I'm considering on going to the Orchestra social, but I'm not sure. But I am SO excited to go to DL for Orchestra because there'll be "snow" there and no long liness!! <333 OH, I missed TRL today because of On-Track but I watched it on some Joe Central site and it was way too short. :[ Joe Nick and Kevin lookeed good as always though! I was on Just Jared and he posted that they were on TRL today and all the comments were like, "OMG THEYRE SO HOT!" =/ 3/4 of their fans are "teenyboppers" who only know like SOS and KOTF. =( I'm proud to say I like them because of their music and personaltiies. :D

- K

I find it so funny...

How someone says that they're annoyed by hypocrites. You can't really say that because everyone, in one point of their life, has been a hypocrite. And the person who said that she hates hypocrites, is the biggest hypocrite walking on Earth (to me). I just find that hilarious. Mmmm, yep. But anyways, I talked to my mom about the friendship between me and Christine and she thinks that we shouldn't be best friends anymore. She had really good reasons too, and I think I'll follow her actions. As you know, Mothers know best. Kayla agrees with my mom too. I think after this fight, everyone knows how Christine is... And it's not a good thing. She really needs to change her personality, but I know she won't and she can't. How is she philosophical if she can't even fight with me? How dumb.
You can't really say that because everyone, in one point of their life, has been a hypocrite.
And the person who said that she hates hypocrites, is the biggest hypocrite walking on Earth (to me).
I just find that hilarious. Mmmm, yep.

But anyways, I talked to my mom about the friendship between me and Christine and she thinks that we shouldn't be best friends anymore. She had really good reasons too, and I think I'll follow her actions. As you know, Mothers know best. Kayla agrees with my mom too.
I think after this fight, everyone knows how Christine is... And it's not a good thing.
She really needs to change her personality, but I know she won't and she can't.
How is she philosophical if she can't even fight with me?
How dumb.

4 days of not posting. O_O

Ughhhhh.
So 4 days of not posting and now I don't know where to start. Lol
Thursday and Friday.. Nothing really happened. Friday I took a AP Bio and Pre-Calc test and I think I got a B on Math. Bio I'm not sure. I wanted an A on the Math test but you can only miss 1 problem to get an A and I think I got like a couple wrong. =/ Darnn.
After I retook a Bio test on Friday (99% babby! XD) I just watched TV and all that jazz. I went to bed around 12:00 and there was nothing on. I don't even know what I was watching when I woke up.
Saturday was Homecoming! I was pretty excited but I felt so lazy to get all pretty-ed up and would rather watch ANTM but I managed. Haha I didn't take any pictures because my hair is kind of.. wierd. We went to eat at CPK and I swear one of the girls there (she was also going to a dance, but not at our school) was pregnant! :O I've never seen that before! Anyways, when I went to school it wad freezing! And the shoes I were wearing were already hurting (Those are NOT dancing shoes).
I already knew that there will be freaking, but I didn't know it would be so CROWDED and 99% of the people would be freaking. I'm the 1%.. Lol When I started dancing, it was way to crowded to move so I just jumped up and down.. Yeah.. Lol And it was crowded that it was like you were freaking with everyone -_-
My eyes are scarred forever. The people that I know were freaking so provocatively, my jaw dropped. I just think that freaking is good.. It's like sex on the floor. Why don't we have like the hustle or something?! LOL But I caught the Crank That song for like 20 seconds when I went out of the cafeteria so I managed to get some superman moves in there. ;]
Homecoming was alright. At least now I know that Alice in Wonderland is a wierd movie.

The after party was so much more fun. I didn't bring my iPod so I couldn't dance to SOS :[
The sleepover was funnnn. =)

And now today I woke up at 1:20 PM and I'm supposed to be doing Biology homework (finishing at 9:00) and going to bed.
Tomorrow I'm going to b&n to work on AP Euro with Catherine.
I dunno, I feel so lazy. Maybe because of all the 3 day weekends we've been having? lol

And I don't really like the girls on imdb.
maybe they can sense it because when i auditioned for a fanfic, the girl put me as the bitch. -_-
yep, just because i say i like miley and i said that she was a suck-up to the other girls, she puts me as the bad person. It is a discussion board and I'm not afraid to say what I have to say. It's not like I'm going to meet them. And if I did, I wouldn't enjoy saying hi to them. I just don't like those people. If I don't like someone, I just don't want to talkk to them.

Pictures.

^^^ So I made a stencil shirt of JB and I sent it to Hollywood Records. I wonder if they ever got it? That will always be a question. Haha

I just felt like putting some pictures up, so. yep.

So..

My other post I submitted yesterday was really wierd and half of my text was deleted for some reason? Anyways, I can't go into full detail about today because I'm a bit behind schedule (Dumb Bio test on Friday = studying major..) But, tutoring was today and I really like the students. Half of them need help with Geometry and I SUCK at Geometry even though I'm a musician (supposedly musicians are supposed to be good with Geo. because it's creative math. Creative my butt, I hated it. >:[) Anyways, Aerobics really has gotten me in good health (not necessarily having my stomach lose its "fat" there, but whatever I'm fine with my figure (with all the candy and sweets -cough- LOL) I ran a mile and a half, and it was really easy. Other than my body being a complete popsicle on legs, I ran around 11 minutes for 6 laps on a track? Hm, not so bad! :D I really hope Ezratty lets us listen to our iPods while running. I'll run JB during running. So much motivation. ;D YAY. I asked my mom if I could go to a sleepover after the Homecoming dance and she said yes (but with hesitation because there's 1 GUY at the sleepover. -_-) I am stoked. If i do well on my 2 tests on Friday, the weekend will be amazing. If I don't, yeah I'll be depressed. XD

Also, no improvement on the Christine situation. At the Filmmakers club, she said that we're doing a Jonas Brothers music video. Only for 2 reasons:
1. She wants to be friends with my again.
2. She promised she would do a JB music video for me, but never followed up. During the fight I told her she never kept her promises she made TO me and I told her about the JB MV, and shes like, "OH YEAH. im doing that.." Psh I bet she forgot about it. =|

And it came out that I'm in a fight with her. Word spreads fast in HS. -__-

I was writing an English narrative essay about my parents and I am so much more thankful about them writing that (I already loved them A LOT, but now I love them even more). I'm so grateful to have such good parents and a good family background. =)

Anyways, toodles! <33


I feel like I forgot to write something..

=)

^^^ Isn't this SUCH a cute picture of Joe, Nick J, and Kevo?! :D

Today was a happy day. Other than the fact that I got a 20/32 on my AP Euro test.. It was really fun. So, I feel really spoiled right now because my district is having so many 3 day weekends and minimum days and 2 weeks ago we had a 5 day weekend due to the fires in CA (the weather was horrendous). Anywayss... Me, Catherine, Kristen, Paulina, Ailinh, and Michaela went to Souplantation for lunch since it was a minimum day and there were so many students there! I thought it would be empty. And to make it funnier is that NATE (aka Kimchi fried rice... yeah) was there too! I seriously think he stalks Catherine. :O I left around 2:00 and Catherine told me they went to Ralphs and saw new JB magazines. Gosh darnnit. I want some I want some! :D I want the Triple Threat magazine because of Paulina glorfying that the posters in there are drop-dead-gorgeous. Haha And now.. I'm listening to Hannah Montana- I Got Nerve. :] I don't know why everyone hates Miley, she seems nice? I never met her, and I'm not the person who calls someone a bad name when I don't even know them. And if people don't like her because she's "supposedly" dating Nick J. that is SO dumb.

Frustration to the limit.

Do you know what's so frusterating? A Best friend fighting with you. What's even more frusterating is that it is the.. 5th big fight we had? I know people are supposed to fight, but I think best friends should not have such blow-outs. I do admit; we both have problems. When I'm mad at someone, I tend to avoid the situation and problem. BUT. My best friend has more problems than me. It is kind of difficult to uunderstand because all her problems that are getting on my... nerves have started even before 7th grade. Maybe that is why Huy got tired of her. She makes things way out of portportion (I used to too, but I'm trying to actually FIX that) and when she says that she doesn't want people to pity her, she is the one bawling in front of everyone at school. She also thinks her life is miserable. Um, no. Do you know how many kids that don't have parents, who don't have clothes on their back, have no where to LIVE, have no purpose in life. Those are the kids that should be complaining, and yet they never do. I really do despise drama, that is why I tend to keep away from the drama-making people. I just wish this could just put an end to it. And also.. I just wish instead of her ignoring ME now.. We can just make up.
Like we always do.** Goodness, I hate Highschool!
I was talking to my mom about how this kid gets bullied a lot (I feel so bad for him, even my AP Euro teacher makes fun of him. Because of that, I have TOTALLY lost respect for that teacher) and my mom put in good reasoning. She said all the people that do get bullied are just.. different. She said that all the "different" people who do get bullied at the kids who will become something in their up and coming life. Like how so many movie stars were bullied just because they liked acting or singing. Or like how the Jonas Brothers got bullied just because they liked Broadway. I find kids so ignorant and mean these days. Kids can be so mean to one another, I don't know how we do it.. I think if we opened our eyes up more we would realize everyone is the same and no one needs to be in particular "cliques."
I used to think the popular group was to be looked up to; Now I don't. The popular kids have already ruined their lives. They drink and do drugs and they fail school. Where will they be when they grow up? College (if they go to college) and adult life isn't about how popular you are. It's about how well you can survive.

<3, Kelsey

**EDIT: Not gonna happen. :]

Mmm, welcome!

Now I am pretty sure that no one will actually read this, but it's fun to do things like this. :] So Sophmore year pretty much sucks... 2 APS + 1 Honor class do NOT mix well with eachother, in addition to extracurricular activities. To make matters worse is that I am doing poorly in all my classes (except for PE, Spanish, and Orchestra of course.) But anyways, I don't know what else to put so bye bye for now!

PS. I can feel Winter is coming and I'm excited. <3 Thanksgiving and Christmas are wonderful holidays. Not just because of the great food (mmm.. :D) but the purpose of these holidays are so inspiring.

And I like to wear long sleeve, coats, and all that jazz.
About 2 months until 1st semester ends. School year has gone by so fast and I can't believe there are only 2 years of High School Year left.

Andd.. Going to a Jonas Brothers concert is probably unreachable.
They are getting so famous now, and I am so happy for them. I just feel like it'll be hard to get concert tickets.
I'll hope though. =)